A Promise

I already broke my promise once and I promise not to break it again. Why? Because for me, promise is a promise and must be done. But what is it happening now? I made a promise but it seems that I could not make it done again? Am I really that stupid?

Today is our special day but why can't I make her smile. Instead she got mad at me because of a promise that I once again, I broke. I tried my very best just to make her happy during this special day but I failed again. I can't make her even a little smile. I'm such a looser.

What am I going to do? Why am I always a failure? Why can't I do anything good?