Love of my Life

Having a love of your life is such a wonderful blessing. Blessing that is more than anything else.

I have this girl whom I found to be the most wonderful gift that I've ever had in my whole life. When I saw her, I told my self that she would be the one that I'm looking for. The girl who could make my heart beats. The girl who can take good care of my heart. And most especialy, the girl who could make my life complete. And as time passed by, I realized that all my expectations came true.

She's the perfect girl that my heart is looking for. She's not rich but she gave me everything that I need, love and care.

Every now and then, she reminds me to not to forget to eat, to take care always and that she loves me so much. Everytime she tells me those words, I feel that I'm secure. I feel to be so mcuh loved. I don't know how to say it but I just simply show her how much I love her and how much I need her to complete my life.

Since then, I offer to her my heart. That it won't beat without her. I promised to my self that I wont turn my head to another girl but only to my one and only "Love of My Life".

Girl of my dream

You are the girl in my dream

Like the water in the stream

My love for you has freedom and peace

Like the freedom of a swimming fish

When you look at into my eyes

I freeze like an ice

And I felt so nervous

That's why now I'm so serious

One time our eyes were met

But my heart hide on my feet

I know that you don't mind it

But for me it's very important like the sunset

One day, I saw you crying

And my heart was cracking

When I saw the guy that made you cry

I'm hoping that he will die

When I told you about my feeling

I thought I was floating

Suddenly at your back an angel came

Saying that you are the girl of my dream

I misses you

Having mistakes doesn't mean that you're already a bad person.

We're just a human being and we can't afford to be perfect.

Same as what is happening now, we've done a mistake. But we never meant to do that.

What I can advise is that don't be so sad. Don't think too much about that mistake.

I know it's just a trial that God had given to us. And I believe that we can pass through to this trial.

Just hold on my hand and I will always be here for you. I love you so much and I would not leave you no matter what.

One thing that I've noticed is that this mistake makes you change "MAYBE". Why? Becuase before you always says that you love me everyday. Now? Since you've notice that mistake, have you ever say that you love me? Have you ever remember texting me sweet messages? I don't think so. EVENTHOUGH, I tried to understand you. Because I know you're just too much affected with that mistake. But I would like to apologize because there were times that I feel to be disappointed waiting for you to say that you love me. I would just think before, everytime you're going to bed, before going to sleep, you never forgot to say that you love me.

Anyway, I JUST MISSES THOSE TIMES.

Just want you to know that I'm always be here for you.

"I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you."

Angel of Mine

Hello hon.

Hope you like it.

"Angel of Mine"

(MYMP)

Oh when I first saw ya, I already knew

There was something inside of you

Something I thought I'd never find

Angel of mine

I look at you, looking at me

Now I know why they say the best things are free

Gonna love you till the end of time

Angel of mine

What you mean to me you'll never know

Deep inside I need to show

You came into my life, sent from above

Never did I dream such a perfect love

And I'll adore you till the end of time

Angel of mine

Ooh, angel, yeah, mmm

Nothing means more to me the more we share

The world in this whole world can ever compare

Last night awake your moves are still on my mind

Angel, angel of mine

What you mean to me you'll never know

Deep inside I need to show

You came into my life, sent from above

Never did I dream such a perfect love

And I'll adore you till the end of time

Angel of mine (of mine)

Ooh angel of, angel (angel)

I never knew I could feel each moment, as everyone new

Every breath I take, or vow that I make

I wanna share it with you

When I first saw ya I already knew

There was something inside of you

Something I thought I'd never find

Angel of mine

You came into my life, sent from above (up above baby baby baby)

Never did I dream such a perfect love (a perfect love)

And I'll adore you till the end of time

Angel of mine

What you mean to me you'll never know

Deep inside I need to show

I look at you, looking at me

Now I know why they say the best things are free

Gonna love you till the end of time

Angel of mine

Kartzone

Kartzone_Season 2

I Love You, Goodbye

I have a friend before whose name is Kristopher who really love his girlfriend, Jane, so much. You can really tell how much he love her. They were so happy. They give time to each other everyday even if just a little time. Every time I would saw them tickling and laughing with each other, I can't stop but to admire their relationship. Then I told my self, "One day, if I would love, I would definitely do the same what my Kristopher is doing. I would really love that girl and take good care of her". One day, the Jane saw Kristopher who is so happy talking with another girl. She decided to join Kris and the other girl. Kris then introduce Jane to his friend, Carla. Carla is one of the classmates of Kris. Kris and Carla were talking about their project. While talking, they were having this jokes that makes them laugh.

From that time, Kris and Carla became a very good friends. But even though, he never changed to his girlfriend. He still gives more time to Jane. Despite of that, Jane get jealous of Carla. Every time that they have a date, Jane would always ask Kris if how's his relationship with Carla. And every time Jane ask that question, Kris got hurt. He feels that Jane don't trust him anymore. And sometimes he would think maybe Jane just using that situation to have a reason to break with Kris. That maybe Jane is the one who have another man. A man that she loves more.

One day, Kris ask Jane to have dinner with him. Kris try to make Jane laugh. But instead, Jane ask Kris again with the same question about Kris and Carla. At that time, Kris can't stop his feeling anymore. "Why are you always asking me that stupid question?" Kris ask. "Why are you so jealous with Carla? We are classmates and I can't stop of seeing her. Jane, you know how much I love you, if how much I treasure this relationship. We keep and take good care of this relationship for 2 years. And do you think I would just garbage those happy moments that we've shared? Those problems that and trials that we've passed through together? You know what? Every time you ask me that question you made me think that maybe its you who have another guy. That maybe you are just using Carla to break our relationship." Then Jane exclaimed, "Huh? You think so I have another man? How could you think about that? Have you seen me talking with another man? Huh? Answer me!!!". "Yeah I haven't saw you. But I've noticed this past few days you've changed", Kris replied. "IT IS BECAUSE YOU HAVE YOUR CARLA!!!" Jane exclaimed again. How many times I would explain it to you that Carla is just my friend?" And that conflict continues.

One day, Kris heard a news that Carla would be transferring to another school. He feel so happy about this because at last Jane would have nothing to be jealous of. Afterwards, he immediately went to Jane's classroom to tell her about the news. While he is on his way, he saw Jane. Instead to feel happy, he got shocked because Jane is setting with a guy holding their hands. Kris feels that the whole world drop on him. He don't know what to do. He just stand still watching her girlfriend holding the hands of another guy while kissing with each other.

Before he could realize, Jane saw Kris watching them. Jane suddenly stand and went closer to Kris. "I'm so sor...". Before Jane could finish asking apology, Kris immediately shut her mouth. He just take a deep breath and sigh. He calmly hold Jane's cheeks. With teary eyes, Kris says, "Don't worry, Jane. I understand. I'm not mad at you. I just hope you've made the right decision. I wish you would be happy with and he would never hurt you. Just always remember that I love you so much and I would still be loving you until there is forever". After saying those words, Kris give Jane a kiss on her nose. "No one could kiss you like that but only me", Kris added. As Kris says those words, Jane could not stop but to cry.

After talking to Jane, Kris turned his eyes to the guy named Mark. "Bro, congratulations. Please take good care of her more than I do. Love her and don't hurt her. She sometime have a bad attitude but all those were just nothing. Just try your very best to understand her. If you have some misunderstanding, please don't shout on her. It would just make her more mad. And she needs your time badly. Meet her everyday and if you have extra money, give her anything. It could be chocolates or junkfoods. And lastly, don't forget to say "I Love you" to her everyday."

Before the guy could say anything, he went back to Jane and hug her for the last time. "Take care always and be happy. Always smile. I love you but goodbye". Then Kris walked away.

After the graduation, Kris went to a very far place so that he could forget Jane. But he realizes that he couldn't really forget Jane. That Jane is already a part of his life.

Someone

Having you in my life makes me complete.

God is so good that HE let you enter into my life.

When I ask God to give me someone who could give importance to me, I thought HE would give me just a simple one BUT I was wrong. Instead HE gave me someone that gives meaning in my life. Some that takes good care of me and loves me more than anyone. Someone who showed me that I am important in this world. Someone that made me complete.

When that someone came, many things had changed. I've learned how to take good care of my self. I've learned how to love more. And you know what? since that someone came, my life became exciting. Everything that I do I could not stop thinking of that someone. Everyday, every hour, every minute, every second, every microsecond, my mind keeps on thinking of that someone.

From that time, I promised myself to love that someone more and more. And I did it. As time goes by, my love for that someone become stronger and stronger. Until now, and I know that that someone would be my forever love.

And do you know who that someone is? It's my HONEY. My one and only Honey.

I love you so much hon and I would continue loving you until my last breath.

"If i have to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU. "

Why Should You Be Jealous...???

I know that you're jealous

because of them living with us.

I know that you're jealous because we see each other

more than we are.

I know that you're afraid that one day

I would be leaving you because of them or one of them.

I know that you're jealous because you love me so much

that you can't afford to lose me.

But why should you be "jealous"?

Why should you be afraid that one day I would leave you?

Don't you have any trust in me?

You think I'm not strong enough to fight for any temptation

that would result of leaving you?

Do you think I would just waste our relationship

that I find to be my reason of living?

Do you think I didn't treasure our happy moments

that we've shared for a long time?

Do you think I would just leave you just that easy?

Do you think I can live without you?

Look, I know this is just a trial for our relationship.

Let's work this together.

Just hold my hand and I would hold you more.

I promise to love and keep you here in my heart

not only forever but until there is forever.

I love you so much and you know that.

You know how much I love you

And how important you are in my life.

Do you still remember our first date?

We watch a movie at that time.

In the middle of watching the movie,

I kissed you.

Then I saw in your eyes that you were shocked.

You ask me if Why did I kissed you?

Then I answered, "because I love you".

Then you ask me again if why I love you?

Do you still remember what's my answer is?

I told you "I don't know . I can't explain why"

But now I know realize why.

Because at that time, I feel to be comfortable.

I forgot all my problems when you're at my side.

I feel so happy when I'm with you.

But the biggest reason of all,

I realize that "I don't love you just because I need you"

But it's "I need you because I LOVE YOU SO MUCH"